SusanJan 29, 20183 min read#8: Wife FirstThe day E was born, I felt my heart expand. I thought I knew love before that day. I’m married to the love of my life, after all. I do...
SusanJan 26, 20183 min read#7: Upside DownEverything is upside down. Ten days ago we were a typical American family: husband, wife, two kids and a dog. Society’s definition of...
SusanJan 23, 20184 min read#6: Baby SisterDriving home from the pediatrician’s office yesterday I kept turning to look at E in his carseat. He was staring out the window. What is...
SusanJan 19, 20184 min read#5: Mighty HandThis is it. The day I’ve been dreading for a week. The day we meet with the pediatrician. I’m not dreading it because of the doctor...
SusanJan 18, 20183 min read#4: The DrawbridgeIt is October 30th. A Wednesday. E should be at preschool today. He’s not. I need him here. Close to me. Where I can protect him. In the...
SusanJan 15, 20183 min read#3: Fix YouOh, the meltdowns. The blank stares. The anger. Then the crying. Endless crying. It’s not E. It’s ME. I can’t seem to control them. My...
SusanJan 12, 20185 min read#2: AftermathIt’s been two days since we received the diagnosis. Two days since a hurricane roared into our life and blew away the dreams we had for...
SusanJan 11, 20183 min read#1: The Hurricane“Your son is on the autism spectrum. Our comprehensive assessment revealed a number of behaviors consistent with this diagnosis, such as...